im tired. tired of school. tired of everythinggggggg. seriously serious. lost and insecure. seriously lost and insecure. LOM, MKG, BUS? i dunnoe. hmmmmm, my poor love is sick, why why why? for you, you know. for you. seriously. for this heartbreaker that breaks my heart like 8379683340575383280million times. im here for you know! pls dont cry when you read this okay. touched anot? tissue? :D hahahahahahahaha. drink more wa-deeeeeeee.

i've only got forever and forever is fineeeeeeee. so just take your time.... ...

perhaps. perhaps. perhaps.

giving up doesnt always mean you're weak. sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.

guilty to the MAX. acting like nothing has happen really kills meeeeeeeeeee.

one last

never could imagine life without u
from the moment u walked into my world
never know how long the loving flame could burn
but losing u has forced me to learn
but we can't change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know
it's better if we just let it go
so let's have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending there's nothing wrong
let's stay here for a while
and, cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know
it's better if we just let it go
every time i try to take a stand at all
i see your face again and i fall
in the middle of the night there's a scent of the rose
the smell of your perfume i supposed
but we can't change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know
it's better if we just let it go

happy halloweeeeeeeen!

[halloweeeeeeeeeeen!]

[cool kids huh!]

[yifanggggggg the pro! *shy*]

NQH's POP!

[fugly faces; fugly photo; hahaha]

went for NQH's POP todayyyyy! pretty cooool thou. really reminds of me days in st john. the drillssssssssss! seriously serious. better than mine i think. hahaha. shuai to the max. i really think that CMD's white uni is soooo much cool-er and shuai-er than the normal greeen ones. hahahaha. meeting the cylooooon peepos for movieeeeeeeee ltr. like finally! misss ben ben and madeleine to the maxxxxxx pls.

tell me now, how do I live without you?

and how can you live without me? hahahahaha.

"childish in a i dont like way."

but how? i likeeeeeeeeeeeee! love you la, I-SA!

11nov. im waitingggg! good luck!

ps: perhaps it's just not there anymore.